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1. |
Under the Weather
04:13
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Little rocker chick's back in school
She's so smart but she plays the fool
All her actions will be condoned
Once she rocked, well now she's stoned
After all, after all, it makes her high
Breathes it in, thinks she can come out alright
She won't drink coke, it's up her nose
While her boyfriends take off her clothes
Lives her life for the drugs and sex
Pretty soon it's a new reflex
After all, after all, it pulls you in
Joins her friends, never ends, but she can't win
Gonna party underground again
Gonna pass the drinks around again
Lets them push her to the ground again
All the girls love what they've found
After all, after all, it snuffs the pain
Unknown thrills, oh but it kills, where was her brain?
Could go sober, but what's the point?
Could be someone... nah, pass the joint
Makes her happy but, at what cost?
When she comes down her whole life's lost
After all, after all, it numbs her mind
In the end, without a friend, she's left behind
After all, after all
After all, after all
After all, after all
Tell me, tell me, tell me, what does she care?
After all, after all
It's a nightmare
Daddy's litte girl is more than under the weather...
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2. |
Children
03:17
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In our little box
With no solid walls
Next to you I sleep
Responding to the smooth caressing
Calls you place to me
Always are collect
I don't really mind
It all comes back when we're undressing
I am not a child but we can live like children
Thought you never would again
Oh, you are wild, but I will tame you
Thought you never could again
Thoughts under duress
Please sleep well tonight
Whisper in my ear
The delicacies that will feed my
Carnal appetite
It's in every man
Won't make bad or good
But will you take advantage since I
I am not a child but we'll live like children
Thought you never would again
Oh, you are wild, but I will tame you
Thought you never could again
Oh no
In our little box
Like husbands and wives
You can't separate
The life we live together from the
Lives we live apart
Children of our minds
Company you seek
And when I am within you you'll see
I am not a child but we'll live like children
Thought you never would again
Oh, you are wild, but I will tame you
Thought you never could again
Oh no
Oh no
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3. |
Not the Time
04:08
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Lost in minds of others
Found when things fall in line
Now is not the time to have a life
It gets in the way
Let it go for now
Pick it up when things have settled down
Here we are at the world's end
May fall backwards in time
Killed ourselves already
Expectations are high
Sacrifices are made
To ensure that this works
Now is not the time to run away
We're too far along now
We're so near to payoff
Won't be that much longer till that day
We all need some rest
That's one thing we all know
If relief comes before then
Then we are good to go
Lost in minds of others
Found when things fall in line
Now is not the time to have a life
Here we are at the world's end
May fall backwards in time
Killed ourselves already
Expectations are high
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4. |
I Am Is You
05:14
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It's been my turn so many times, but now I'm in your grace and I'm aligned
Have you ever felt ashamed of all the beauty you've kept in your mind?
Been holding in my head the picture of the day that I create
And I won't let your face slip again because now it's me I celebrate
On the equal level of your eyes
All I want to be is realized
Truth is all I want
And all I want is truth
Perfected I am
And all I am is you
Only you
Feeling slightly stalker-esque but knowing I won't have to start from scratch
For my gazing at you is affirming I'm the only precise match
The degree of separation's far outweighed by the tastings we know
And I feel that on your inside you desire me because you see me grow
Caught between your smile and your eyes
All I want to be is realized
Truth is all I want
And all I want is truth
Perfected I am
All I am is you
Only you
Now I've learned that the apparent lies, I think the only absolute
And your smile like no other makes me full of "all I am is you"
Been my turn so many times but now I'm in your grace and I'm aligned
If you're in alignment with me it's okay to live clichés sometimes
Truth is all I want
And all I want is truth
Perfected I am
All I am is you
Only you
Only you
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5. |
Weekend Away
03:20
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Weekend away
I really needed this time
To fade away
I never wanted more than now
To go away
To evade day-to-day life
Throw it away
Throw it all far behind me
For a while
For a while
Far from home I will stay
Forget what's happening back where
I work and play
I'm sick of dealing, though it's
Hard to portray
Things will not change, but be
Forever clichéd
But I accept that
I'm just gone for a while
For a while
It's not hard to convey
What good this is in going
A separate way
Even if only for a
Night and a day
It's good to come home, but be
That as it may
It feels good to leave here
For awhile
For awhile
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6. |
Snappin' the Strings
03:22
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As you walk through your life
Being spoon fed lies
Were you so surprised when they were wrong?
So you crawl to me
I've been waiting patiently
To pull you down and set you free
And all I wanna know is
Why do you insist
On taste testing their sugar-coated bullshit
Why do you vehemently believe
That it's okay to sleep with such hypocrisy?
You claim that science ain't right
Never mind the flight
And the gravity, and the sun
So you read your book
And you never take a look
What's going round in the real world
And all I wanna know is
Why do you insist
On taste testing their sugar-coated bullshit
Why do you vehemently believe
That it's okay to sleep with such hypocrisy?
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7. |
Bethany's Summer
04:03
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We've got guts and we've got rights
But we all have our own inner fights
And when it seemed I just couldn't cope
You came out of the darkness
I gotta rock and you gotta roll
But we both need to stay under control
And when it seemed there was no hope
You came out of the darkness
And this was Bethany's summer
Where the storms kept us going through the night
This was Bethany's summer
Where we'd talk all day, and she'd hold me tight
If only in my dreams
I needed you and you needed me
It's not fair that we never could be
But whenever you stood by my side
I came out of the darkness
And though I'd rather keep us as two
Baby, I wish they made more of you
Because then there'd be no way to hide
I'd be out of the darkness
And this was Bethany's summer
Where the thunder kept us rolling through the night
This was Bethany's summer
Where we'd talk all day, and she'd hold me tight
If only in my dreams
Though I'd rather keep us as two
Oh God, Beth, I wish they made more people like you
Because then there'd be no way to hide
I'd be out of the darkness
And this was Bethany's summer
Where the thunder kept us rolling through the night
This was Bethany's summer
Where we'd talk all day and she'd hold me tight
If only in my dreams
And this was Bethany's summer
Where the storms kept us going through the night
This was Bethany's summer
Where we'd talk all day and she'd hold me tight
If only in my dreams
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Hey, mister
Would you care for
A bit of what I've got?
Don't be sad
Now, mister
Would you care to
Comment on the facts
You haven't got?
But it's okay, no need
To frown
Upon the gory details of it now
Yes sirree, it's okay
Na na na na na na
Hey, sister
Would you care to
Participate in a
Bit of fun?
Now sister
It's not completely
Accepted as the way
To get things done
We really could care less
About
The social circles where you interact
We just feed on distress
Na na na na na na
Hey sister
Welcome to the
School of getting high
Gossip in the vein
Oh sister
We're so very
Considerate now
Sorry for your pain
We heard about the three guys
You got
In bed with and contracted a disease
We were so darn surprised
Na na na na na na
Dear sister
Do you need to
Talk about your plight?
I'm always here
Except when
I'm ignoring
You because I think
That you're a bitch
I always tell my friends
That you
Are inconceivably unattractive
But now I sympathize
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Raise the trumpets, wake their lofty sound!
I sort of heard this whispered by this guy that my twin sister kind of knew
Through a mutual friend who traced this whole damn story back to you
Now sister
You don't need to
Listen to the words
Spread by the crowds
You're above
The demeaning
Juvie drama games
Life isn't pain
Fall back into my words
Where love
Is real and shallow visions disappear
Class is dismissed for you
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na...
na...
NA!!!
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9. |
Watch the Gap
03:47
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I'm in the process of going back and forth between my home
And there
It's long, and there are so many
On the road
I sleep sparingly, thinking about where I'm headed to
And when
I don't know, for I'm but one man
Of the crew
Oh, I'm with you, for a time, while you go where I don't know
In our lives
We move together, though we may not go to the same place
That's fine
It's one more part of our lives
Day to day
Oh, I'm with you, for a time, while you go where I don't know
In our lives
Caught amongst the multitudes
Making our way through the traffic
Now aboard, no turning back
After all this time, it's not dramatic
Anymore
I'm living proof that we like a change of scenery now
And again
It is shown; travel saves me
And the crowd
As for the two of us, we know
We keep our heads up, our bags below
The miles aren't that long if we say so
And we'll be together soon, I hope
When I think about it I am chilled
All of use with lives to be fulfilled
So mind your head and watch the gap until
We find the time to talk, and then we will
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10. |
Wakeup Call
06:04
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Write me that free verse poetry
Unlock the wall inside of me
It doesn't matter what you say
I don't miss you
Tell me that we're two souls in one
Tell me I comfort and treasure you
Tell me, when all is said and done,
"I don't miss you"
For I make it real
No matter what changes carry through
My memory's clear
Preserved in artwork made for two
When every song calls our your name
I can absolve us both of blame
And that makes it real
And lets my vicious cycles slip away
Look straight through me no matter where
Tell me that you no longer care
I will not cry "God, it's unfair"
I don't miss you
'Cause after the distance we agreed
After you said you had to go
You still wrote back to me to plead
"Tonight I miss you"
And that makes it real
No matter what changes carry you
My memory's clear
Preserved in artwork made for two
When every song calls out your name
I only give myself the blame
And that makes it real
And lets my vicious cycles slip away
To when you'd say, "I like me best when I'm with you"
If you'd still say, "I like me best when I'm with you"
Always my muse, always my light
We'll get it straight or say goodnight
There's nothing I need to set right
I don't miss you
So write me that free verse poetry
Unlock the wall inside of me
It doesn't matter what they say
I still love you
And that makes it real
No matter what changes carry through
My memory's clear
Preserved in artwork made for two
When every song calls out your name
I only give myself the blame
And that makes it real
And lets my vicious cycles slip away
To when you'd say, "I like me best when I'm with you"
If you'd still say, "I like me best when I'm with you"
Don't tell me it's the only way
Don't tell me it's the every way
Don't tell me where I'm going
'Cause I'll be there before you
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"She has a point, you know," she said
Well, that's great, darling. So what does that mean?
Ain't anybody on my side anymore?
You loved me before I knew your name
I loved you after you let me go
Well, no one will know If I cry a little bit more
Look back to falling asleep in my arms
Proving each cliche is as good as it seems
Thought it was you sleeping, how'd you awake me from my dreams?
My sleeping turned to habitual nights
Lying awake with your voice pumping through
Through the receiver, gorgeous mad trembling in my bloodstream
Headlights flash
Open windows, backseat ecstasy
Heartbeats clash
Open souls on a highway, we press on
"She has a point, you know," she said
Well that's great darling. So what does that mean?
Ain't anybody on my side anymore?
You loved me before I knew your name
I loved you after you let me go
Well, no one will know if I cry a little bit more
Headlights flash
Open windows, backseat ecstasy
Heartbeats clash
Open souls on a highway, we press on
Been navigating in circular paths
Tracing your name in the ocean's deep
Salty unknown, like the tears that fall on your picture
I can't leave at home
And these things I do... is it a crime
That I miss you?
That I could honestly say "tu es la fille pour moi?"
It's just the cards we draw
Headlights flash
Open windows, backseat reverie
Heartbeats clash
Open souls on a highway, we press on
Headlights flash
Open windows, backseat ecstasy
Heartbeats clash
Open souls on a highway, we press on!
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12. |
Atypical
02:40
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A test of mind, a piece that just won't fit
It makes me laugh, seeing those who cannot quit
Their fears
Unknown to most, a mystery to all
I challenge the words of those who I may call
My peers
None can ever place me where I should be
Because they don't really know where I could be
Because it doesn't matter what they're like
I'm so much unlike
I let them all fight
Try as they all might
To label me
Disable me
None can ever place me where I should be
Because they don't really know where I could be
Because it doesn't matter what they're like
I'm so much unlike
They lose their foresight
It's not at all right
To label me
Disable me
I know my place; it suits me very well
I'm only me and I'm not going to sell
Myself
I'm happy here, I've everything I need
I'm faring well, so there's no need to impede
Yourself
None can ever place me where I should be
Because they don't really know where I could be
Because it doesn't matter what they're like
I'm so much unlike
They argue outright
When I'm out of sight
To label me
Disable me
To label me
Disable me...
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13. |
Postcards
04:07
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If there is a heaven
I know I won't be going
Because it's probably filled
With people just like you
And obviously you're so much better than me
That's why you'll roam the sky
And I'll still walk amongst us when I die
And I'll send postcards to my dead relatives
And it's no wonder why I could not visit them when I had to die
And we're so stubborn
We're all so cruel
We can't escape our selfishness
That's why we'll be better off when we die
I don't mean to sound morbid
It simply is the truth
No one deserves this bullshit
Not even you
At least I'm being honest about how I really feel
Whereas you'd rather dance around the issue
And just use twisted logic to make me feel guilt
Well I've got news for you
I couldn't give a fuck about how you feel
Your emotions are meaningless
In the grand scheme of things
We only want one another
So we can reproduce
It's the same chemical instinct
That makes us fear death the truth
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14. |
If It Rains
03:53
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We'll ask each other questions
I love how we go back and forth until we drop off to sleep
And though we don't get many answers
It still provides us just a few precious hours of relief
When we say goodnight I'm at a loss for what to tell you
There's no way to summarize
I don't know about love
But I know there's no better way I could spend my day
In your arms I say "Better late than never"
Well now it's late, honey won't you stay forever?
We'll sing each other music
And share why each song makes us who we are
Simply close our eyes and listen
It will soothe our minds to know we can depend on each other to listen, too
Every time a song plays that is screaming what I'm thinking
I will smile and close my eyes
I don't know about love
But I know there's no better way I could spend my day
In your arms I say "Better late than never"
Well now it's late, honey won't you stay forever?
I'm living more every minute with you; if it rains I say "let it rain"
Let the waters pour down and wash away the excess pain
And I'm so unsure of what my next move should be
And I don't know what you're thinking when you look back at me
I don't know...
I don't know about love
But I know there's no better way I could spend my day
In your arms I say "Better late than never"
Well now it's late, honey won't you stay forever?
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15. |
Mixture
03:17
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On the move once again
Spending some time with my friends
Looking up towards the future
Submitting my songs to the mixture
Getting in gear for the year
Realizations near
The magnitude of a lifetime
We'll be on the road in our prime
Speaking our thoughts to the masses
With our minds, unfastened
Displaying part of a picture
Courtesy of the mixture
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Samuel B. Lupowitz Ithaca, New York
Piano-driven rock ’n’ soul for your thoughts, feelings, and theatrical leanings. Ben Folds backed by The Band.
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